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Grey Mary Visits

Posted in evidence, music, neopaganism, pagan with tags , , , , on January 5, 2012 by purlygrrrl

Who is that at the door?  A horse skull for a face, with green bottle-glass eyes, covered in a sheet, draped with motley ribbons.  Is there a man beneath? You almost recognize the shoes, the only human thing about him, as your neighbor’s, but not really.  And now, singing.  The spring hinged jaw opens and shuts.  The company he keeps is familiar, you know them from the village, they carry his jingling reins.  They had started out at dusk, you heard them farther out by the church, singing through the night, door-to-door. asking permission. And now it is midnight, and they are here.

In many UK folk traditions, the festival of Christmas carried on for 12 days after, and in Welsh tradition this is when Mari Lwyd, Grey Mary, Grey Mare or simply the Mare went wassailing.  Though today it may be seen as some kind of artifactual party-bringer, it is not hard to see in this strange being a skeletal, ghostly remnant of the “Great Mare” Epona, the ancient Roman-Celtic horse goddess once widely worshiped on this island.

Music and Making

Posted in music with tags , , , , , on December 6, 2011 by purlygrrrl

I listen to music while I work.  Often it makes the difference between getting things done and not, but also in a more ethereal way whatever I listen to seems to inform my process and becomes a kind of collaboration, albeit maybe a one sided one. I try to listen to music that reminds me of the unearthly, folk tale setting where my designs originate.

My friend Brett’s band has a new album coming out, and it has been in heavy rotation since a preview the CD came in the post. ‘Lupus’ will be available in early 2012 from Deep Water Acres: http://www.dwacres.com/label  In the meantime you can find their first album on band camp: http://deadseaapes.bandcamp.com/

I listen to the band Earth– the last three albums, specifically.  Their fantastically titled ‘The Bees Made Honey in the Lion’s Skull” remains a constant companion, perhaps because it couples that sense of mystery with a far-off sound of home– the high lonesome sound of the western US, as seen through a dream lens.  I saw them play some of these tracks in London and it was a strange sense of being in two places all at ones– both homes– a rare feeling for the immigrant heart. Dylan Carlson, the lead guitarist of the band now has a blog about his travels around England and London specifically, and the history of fairy folk and magic in the UK– it’s wonderful reading: http://drcarlsonalbion.wordpress.com/

I also have to thank Jason Pitzl-Waters for turning me on to so much good new music through his podcast A Darker Shade of Pagan, and reminding me of old favourites.  His podcast is full of dark folk and witch-house, among other things.  Last year, his Yule podcast was very jolly, strange and grounded in winter earth traditions– I’ve dusted it off from the archive and am listening to it again to get me through the Christmas rush

(and believe me, there has been a rush!  Thank you Goddess! Thank you to all my amazing customers…and to everyone in my life who supports me in my new endeavor.)

 

Wrestling with Angels

Posted in etsy, fashion, music with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on May 11, 2011 by purlygrrrl

 Horse Rotorvator is my favourite Coil album.  Sometimes it is the only thing that can dispel the existential chill. The text is from Peter Lamborn Wilson’s Angels. It’s fair to say this song inspired my newest piece, a pin made of salvaged rhinestones and a highly detailed brass wing.

The angelic half-nelson– I think we’ve all been there. This trophy brooch is one of a kind.  (Though some have said that angels’ wings can grow back there is yet no forensic evidence of such phenomena.)

Guitar Evening

Posted in gigs, music with tags , , , , , , on May 19, 2009 by purlygrrrl
Kiki Smith's "Wolf Girl"

Kiki Smith's "Wolf Girl"

Last night I went to see a metal triple bill at the Luminaire: Wolf People, Graveyard and Witchcraft.  The venue was way too small and was oversold.  Swedish metalheads were crowded in with hipsters still in their office-wear.  Why do they pay for a £12 ticket and drink £4 crap drinks all night while trying to shout over a heavy metal band?  Isn’t there an easier way to earn some lifestyle cred?

Graveyard were dull and painfully loud, even for a metal gig.  They clearly had the amps set to 12.  It wasn’t that thundering base loudness of Mastadon, etc.  It was this weird, treble-y, hornets-in-your-ears kind of sound.  If I am going to have tinnitus the next day it better be for something good.  Even though Wolf People were supporting them you could see the Graveyard guys watching Wolf People open for them and they seemed worried.

Wolf People are the only London band I’ve ever seen live (It seems London now has to import most of its rock and roll…I have many theories for this…).  Wolf People are melancholy, lyrical and stormy–the flute-player wasn’t there, so they sounded less Jethro-Tully and more like a tightly spectral CCR.

Witchcraft–freaky Swedish wizards–were haunting and slightly dorky.  They actually did a Roky Erickson song–White Faces (one of his “Horror Rock” songs and a favourite of mine.)  Spooky Texas rock by way of Swedish wildmen…brings out the white of the devil in me.

No Wave Seaside Holiday

Posted in music with tags , , , , , , , , , on December 14, 2008 by purlygrrrl

Teenage Jesus & The Jerks, originally uploaded by stukgreen.

Last weekend Mrowster of Pig State Recon and I went to All Tomorrow’s Parties at the Butlins camp in Minehead. His write up is a decoction of our heated conversations over the past week, and I couldn’t have put it better myself.

I’d heard of these holiday camps when I first moved to the UK and had the misfortune of watching the E4 reality tee vee show Wakey Wakey Campers, where vacationers are subjected to the rigors of a 60′s era style camp. The sound bite argument of the show explained that post war Brits were so used to their lives being organized around war-time existence that leisure was particularly challenging.

I’d heard of these music festivals curated by the archivist of hipsterdom, Thurston Moore.  It seemed like a lot of money to be reminded of things I lived through the first time. But for this weekend with the Melvins (kinda ignored the Mike Patton element of the weekend, not being a fan) I broke down, forked out the ample poundage and packed my bags.

We stayed in a chalet, a euphemistic name for what my friend called an ‘Ikea showroom play house’, except that makes it sound cute and fun when really it was a bit grim, with the paint chipping on the walls and the wire springs in the cots pinching you in the night. But the chalet was relatively clean and warm. We made our own food which was lucky because the one time we broke down and had their “traditional breakfast” it was absolutely miserable: powdered eggs, lukewarm tinned beans and a mealy tomato cooked by a heat lamp, served up by smiling and helpful staff. (No amount of customer service can really make up for stingy ingredients and hateful cooking). I can only imagine the people who paid £35 for the meal plan were probably eating at the big-top’s Burger King every night.

I knew going to the festival I was agreeing to visit my old ghosts. The original line up of the Butthole Surfers, Lydia Lunch’s Teenage Jesus and the Jerks as well as the Damned appeared and with the exception of the Damned’s shambolic-yet-modish performance, it was like watching these acts in a hipster vitrine. As Lydia scrubbed her guitar strings in time to her whiny yell, the kids in front of her enacted a slam pit with ritualistic accuracy. I never thought she had much to say, even when I first heard her 23 years ago, but James Sclavunos on drums gave it some of that primal energy that I remembered from the time (even then, I was 10 years too late for no wave) that rock and roll still had this caustic power, an incendiary medicine for suburban kids everywhere.

Watching it I also realized this is no longer the case, the medicine no longer being necessary– obsolete in the face of new technologies like the internet and the Xbox, things that the generation after me must take for granted. Music would no longer give you an IRL tribe or an AFC life force, because no one wants those things. Now music can be collected, archived, indexed, downloaded. It was impossible to communicate to some of the younger music tickers there what the original context of this music was– traded on mixed tapes, discovered on vinyl as a fortuitous mistake. It was all word of mouth, all newsprint zines, all corner-record-shop back then. Would Lester Bangs own an iPod?

I’ve never been a big Butthole Surfers fan, but I did realize at the time of Hairway to Steven (one of the greatest record titles ever), they brought a particularly abject and nihilistic flavor to the acid renaissance, something I perceived at the time as being more honest than hippie psychedelia, even if I didn’t like it. Someone much younger than I complained of being disappointed by their conventional approach to rock n’ roll. I think he was expecting something rancid and harrowingly non-song from Gibby? He said glumly, “They even had a set list!”

I wanted to somehow explain that in ’87 they were indeed emotionally raw and shocking, but that would make me…old. What is the Butthole Surfers relevance in a world where Goatse is a common catchphrase? There is no hipster cred to be had in explaining to the twenty-somethings that where the spectrum-of-revolt was concerned, we green back then, in every sense of the word.

My friend Ellie and I at the Centre Stage, ATP

My friend Ellie and I at the Centre Stage, ATP

Happy Christmas, Dearest Reader

Posted in america, culture shock, london, londoners, music, pagan, pop on December 23, 2007 by purlygrrrl

Christmas in London is a serious affair simply because everything closes. No tube, no buses. No shops or restaurants. The bustling, crowded city turns into a kind of ghost town. Other Americans have said to me, “I always dreamed of a London Christmas” and I’ve often wondered what exactly they meant– surely not the apocalyptic stillness I’ve encountered, having no one to see and no where to go on that day.

There is the argument that Dickens invented Christmas. Perhaps these Americans are thinking of A Christmas Carol– ragmuffins in the snow, conscience-pricking ghosts? Or is it something quaint, mulled and jolly– a received protestant memory? I suppose it’s where the archaic “Merry” comes from in the American “Merry Christmas”– this throwback of an idea. London is the Victorian city celebrating in ye olde stylie. Except it’s not. The only truth in these fantasies is that London at Christmas is a heap of juxtapositions, and maybe that’s why it’s amazing. It’s the one time of year you might have a Londoner smile at you for no reason, and that shopkeeper who you’ve seen twice weekly for years now might just let on that he remembers you. Of course, after the New Year things go back to brisk, slightly hostile anonymity.

Yule has always been my favourite time of year. I love the long nights and in London the nights are even longer. It’s harder to forget the pagan roots of the holiday– the lights and decorations are consolation in the darkness and the bitter cold. There’s less “Happy Birthday Jesus” and more puddings, ales, mistletoe and holly.

It’s easier to avoid the consumer cataclysm in London. I’m sure it exists on Oxford Street, the King’s Road and Carnaby Street, but if you don’t go there you don’t have to deal with it. If you do have to go to a store you’re more likely to hear a bizarre (to my American ears anyway), new-wave take on Christmas: Wham, Band Aid or even the Plastic Ono Band and Wizzard instead of the same schmaltz you’d hear in American retail establishments. Less Chipmunks and more Fairytale of New York.

And there’s something modest about the celebrations. As far as I can tell the big festivity here is the office party, and barring that, the coach ride to see relatives. Last night I was at our local pub and there was a table of celebrants having roast dinner. They all wore paper crowns (save two killjoys who took themselves too seriously. I believe you can judge the character of a person based on whether they are willing to wear the paper crown.). They read each other the stupid jokes out of the crackers which they pulled with childish glee, even though the lot were middle aged.

But there is the bizarro mirror, of course– being an expat here I see the British indulge in a Yank-style Christmas with I kind of sardonic guilt– it’s full on Hollywood romantic comedy, credits rolling over Louis Armstrongs’ It’s a Wonderful World. (The film Love, Actually kind of sums up this adaptation in a horrifying way.) Today two Radio 6 DJ’s I love to hate– Russel and John– played christmas music as they got drunk on cider and rose petal vodka this morning. And they played typical Yank Christmas songs, snarking all the way but still loving it, probably because they were opening gifts that contained even more alcohol. Damn if I didn’t get all warm and fuzzy, too. Especially when they played the atypical Ramone’s Merry Christmas, I Don’t Want to Fight Tonight. *sniffle*

But then, this time of year, almost anything sets me off, a song, a string of lights, a commercial for an ipod, even.

So today, after listening to Christina’s brilliant Xmas song, Things Fall Apart, I went for an astringent walk down the canal near my flat– frost-speckled webs drawn across the skeletal vegetation, only the thorns were left clinging to the frozen bank. The fog was so thick and ghostly, it blanked everything out– every tinselled sentimentality.

Noisy

Posted in gigs, music, punk on November 21, 2007 by purlygrrrl

This weekend I went to Shoreditch with my friend Kate for a noise show there. There were 6 or so bands playing, and I only stayed for a few, having an unfortunate “how will I get home at 11:30 from here” moment, even though I really wanted to see Jackie-O Motherfucker. It sucks to live way out in Hanwell and miss all the good things. Anyway, The venue was really cozy and reminded me of places in SF that I loved. It made me wish I lived over on that side of town in Hackney.

Highlights were paranormal hi-jinx of The Polly Shang Kwan Band. Everyone should go listen to Victim and Survivor on their MySpace page now to hear something that sounds like the aural landscape of Walpugisnacht and the birthing of werewolves. I can’t believe I just told you to go to MySpace. You know it’s good if I’m doing that.

The duo with the unfortunate name of Talibam! blew me away with their touretted-jazz version of Smoke on the Water. Here you can see them playing a morphing version of A Love Supreme:

This was someplace else, but you get the idea. Dig the guy’s panther shirt. He was wearing that on Sunday, too. Rad.

My evening ended with a bang, thanks to the punk-lounge-cabaret act that followed the snore-fest that was Sounds of the Exquisite Corpse– (who all sat on the floor so no one could see what they were doing). Anyway, I was just getting ready to leave when I saw two American dudes in 60′s suits with a drum set tucked away next to the vendor table. One of them was the drummer from Talibam!. Pretty soon they’re wailing out Girl from Ipanema and I want to marry them both. And they were heckled by hipsters, which made me want to marry them again. They were a bit like James Chance by way of clown school.

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Here they are playing in waist-deep Coney Island seawater.

Too Close to Home

Posted in america, art, classic rock, culture shock, jamie shovlin, music, pop, vinyl on August 21, 2007 by purlygrrrl

Shovlin Last Resort

Shovlin’s “The Last Resort/The Black Room” acrylic on canvas.

America– and particularly the post-Sixties pop culture of the American west coast– is the tint that colours everything. Here is a hall of mirrors. Look back at 1980′s suburban England…and you find strange reflections of Woodstock and Altamont, the Sunset Strip and the American Dream…

–Ben Tufnell in the Introduction to A Dream Deferred.

On certain occasions culture shock can take the form of Chinese boxes– an other looks at the otherness of another looking at the familiar in some other place. And this was the feeling I had looking at Jamie Shovlin’s A Dream Deferred at the Haunch of Venison.

I had a similar feeling when I saw a window display in a Primark which featured tee shirts that said “Sunset Beach Summer Camp,” “Seal Beach Sports Club” and “Humbolt Surf Team” (ok, I made that last one up, but you get the idea). Basically, the place I come from is marketed here as a fantastical, semi-ironic holiday destination.

Before seeing this show I was unfamiliar with Shovlin’s work and understood him to be a sort of young, art world prankster. While he was nappy-clad, crawling around in suburban England I was riding my bike around suburban Chicagoland, blasting AM radio playing most of the “classic rock” he riffs on in the current show. I begrudgingly grant him his nostalgia, simply because I would like someone to do the same for me, should the situation arise that I become, say, melancholy about France in May of ’68.

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Shovlin’s “The Flag on High!” enamel on unprimed canvas.

I admire this play on the Op Art movement of the 60s, coupled with a nod to the sacred maze, superimposed over an Eagles album cover. This was the first album I ever owned, and this fact makes me terminally uncool. I saved up my change, and I remember walking into the record store in my clogs and hand-me-down rayon office lady shirt and laying down sweaty bills to buy it. The guy behind the counter frowned at me and even then I knew myself to be a rock-and-roll failure. But for a year or two this record gave me a solitary joy, which is all a suburban girl can ask of her vinyl.

I guess this is what troubled me about the show– I sensed nothing of Shovlin in it. It was as if he were yearning for other people’s memories. Even the title– A Dream Deferred– borrowed from Langston Hughes, is a kind of second hand bitterness. In America one would not “sample” Hughes and ignore race, but here it’s acceptable?  Reviews of the show and the eloquent introduction by Ben Tufnell seem to paint it as some kind of elegiac gesture for the Death of Hippie– not unlike the well loved film Withnail and I. To be honest I don’t see it.

And I don’t see the British gaze or context. Maybe I’m just too close to this material, too literal and possessive about it all.

Or maybe there just wasn’t enough there– I was most interested in the giant album cover paintings, and I wanted rooms full of them, in a kind of Christian-Marclay-esque, record geek fun house. I wanted them to reveal something, or perhaps start some dialog with the boomer generation, the children of the sixties, many of whom are still alive and well and who blew it– all that revolutionary potential– big time. To quote Hawkwind, “we’ve used up all of our magic powers trying to do it in the road.”

And the hangover gave us the grand cheeze of classic rock. I found the Foreigner album cover rendered in pine tar and terpentine entitled “At Home Abroad” to be particularly pithy in this regard. And strangely relevant to my own nostalgia for British hippiedom. (I did just quote Hawkwind, didn’t I?)

Only in “A Ghost is Born”, the hand-drawn reproduction of Abby Hoffman’s obituary, is there any sense of personal longing. Or maybe I’m projecting again. After all, Hoffman described himself as an “orphan of America” and this is a feeling I know well.

Nearer the Record Bin of History

Posted in fopp, london, monoculture, music, pop on August 5, 2007 by purlygrrrl

I met my husband in a used record store where he worked on Hollywood Boulevard. That store isn’t there anymore.

In high school I used to go to a record store regularly with my first real crush. We would drive out to some other suburb and pour over the bins in this little red-walled hole. I could only afford maybe one record at each visit, so it had to be the right one. I picked out things like The Smiths, which disappointed my friend. He took pity on me and made me mixed tapes. But a record never really made me cool. It was such a luxury, an object I could bond with. I’m sure that little shop in the badlands of the Chicago suburbs is gone now, too.

I’ll admit I was spoiled by the grand Ameoba Music store in San Francisco and Los Angeles. (Where the guy at the electronic counter would actually set things aside for me like Hecate and Ove-Naxx with a secretive glee– no one in London would ever break out of their numb-cool pose to do that.)

Shopping for music in London is shit. The Virgin Megastore is this tourist hell of eviscerated top-down marketing. The Oxford Street HMV cavern broadcasts billboard-sized videos of the geriatric Stones flailing around silently, overlayed by the most recent Justin Timberlake or Gwen Stefani or what have you. All the employees have to wear shirts that say “HERE TO HELP” in giant pink letters and every one of them is soured by this lack of dignity, spending a lot of time sculpting their hair so they can at least look indie-vidual on top. Looking at the displays, where everything’s a “bargain”, you feel like all of London is listening to the same five records and you can’t even blame the radio now– people are actively subscribing to the monoculture.

And there’s Sister Ray in Soho– sad, sad, sad. I’ve gone in there asking for things and always get the same vague sneer. I mean, how dare they when really their store only offers things like the Pixies back catalogue and Baby Shambles tee shirts. Like a fucking bargain basement of indiesease. No Metric? No Frog Eyes? Not even any Sons and Daughters? What’s wrong with you, Sister Ray?

There was Fopp, which I loved (for Americans, it had a bit of the early 90′s Tower Records wacky stock about it), even if it was hunt and peck, outside of Rough Trade it was the best London had. As of a few weeks ago, it is gone, every store. (The one Cambridge Circus location will reopen in name only, owned now by HMV.)

Economic analysts are blaming music downloads for these closures, but I’m not buying it entirely. (From Fopp’s now-dead website: “Our store chain is profitable, well regarded and loved by our loyal customers and staff. However we have failed to gain the necessary support from major stakeholders, suppliers and their credit insurers to generate sufficient working capital to run our expanding business.”) Blame boredom and greed– a handful of corporate culture-makers saturating everything with their own perverse choices, categorizing cultural production into demographic consumables.

I looked at the squawking image of Mick Jagger dwarfing me in HMV and thought yeah– Jack-the-Lad 60′s boomers– you’ve done it, clinging to your now-linty cool-points, you own everything. My generation has had to invent itself in their shadow. I had my day, my secret joy of dusty-record-bin discovery. At least I know it’s over. In “Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung” Lester Bangs writes about buying a new record:

...The real story is rushing home to hear the apocalypse erupt, falling through the front door and slashing open the plastic sealing “for your protection,” taking the record out– ah, lookit them grooves, all jet black without a smudge yet, shiny and new and so fucking pristine, then the color of the label, does it glow with auras that’ll make subtle comment on the sounds coming out, or is it just flat utilitarian monochromatic surface, like a schoolhouse wall…And finally you get to put the record on the turntable, it spins in limbo a perfect second, followed by the moment of truth, needle into groove, and finally sound…

I won’t say I don’t miss it.

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